it's all a matter of 17 days....

Freaking 17 days till I get married. Where did the time go? I am more than excited to be getting married to my best friend. It's an awesome feeling. And just 11 days until we get to go back to warm sunny Florida! I cannot wait! 

We finally got an apartment, which took a HUGE weight off of both of our shoulders, we were getting a little worried that we weren't going to be able to find something soon enough. 

We're both going to be working full time the next two semesters so we can get some money. I'm going to be switching tracks to fall/winter so i'll be able to go to school with him, and have the summers off to work and chill out and enjoy the warm weather here.

Just had my second bridal shower here yesterday and got A LOT of cute things to decorate the apartment with! I had such a good time and got to eat some yummy food:)

Last full week here in rexburg before heading home, last full week living in single housing, last full week with this bogus fall semester, and last full week i'll have a curfew;) ( not that we are gonna be out late, with working full time next semester, 10 bucks says we will be in bed by 11....haha) 

Back to the 813

Welp, as we speak me and Tyson are sitting in the Salt lake airport waiting to start our journey back to the good ol 813. Tys never been before so this is going to be a HUGE treat for him. We couldn't be happier to get out of cold and gloomy Idaho and go to 86 degree weather.
  So excited to get to show him around, and eat at all the yummy places that the west coast just doesn't have. Tomorrow is my bridal shower and i'm more than stoked about that. Tyson and my dad are gonna have a little man date and go to the hockey game.....Ty's face was priceless when I told him that they were going haha
 Anyways, looking forward to a week with him, the rest of my fam, friends, and the BEACH!
I hope this flight goes by super fast cause I cannot wait to be home!
  Exactly a month from today me and Tyson will be married, freakin weird but we couldn't be more excited about it. After this lovely week home...we go back to rexburg for only 2 weeks then back home for a little over two weeks! Soooo stoked! :)
 Well....i'm peacing out..gonna finish watching a show with tysonn
 

Halloweenie

                                                          Happy Halloween!

  The only reason I like going to school on halloween is to see all of the super weird people dressed up. Not a lot of people dressed up today, but the ones that did were still funny to see! Ohhh the people of BYU-I. They crack me up! 

  Got up early for my first class..turns out it was cancelled, and we didn't find out until we all got into class and some girl came in and said he wasn't coming and said he sent out an e-mail...umm obviously not if we all showed up...I was so pissed. BUT i'm done with classes now..thank goodness, now just relaxing until my lovely man gets out of class so we can start our halloween festivities for the night! 

  Looking forward to hanging out with his fam and some friends tonight. Should be a good night! We're going to be on airplane if not already home in three weeks from today. SOOO stoked...cannot wait to bring him home and to get a week away and just relax...plus i'm really excited just to be with my family....I don't care if I was just home, or how much they may annoy me at times, I love being around them and it's always nice to go home and spend time with them. I hate to say it, but when I get married it's gonna stink not being able to go home all the time during breaks like I can now....guess they will just have to come visit us ;) 

sooooo close!

 So close to being done with this wedding shin dig! Found Ty's ring on Tuesday, sending out invitations by next week, and doing the flower then dunzooo!

So close to going home for thanksgiving..just FOUR weeks:)

So close to getting married to my bestest friend in the WHOLE wide world:) less than TWo months...time has flown!

and that means....So close to my favorite time of the year...CHRISTMAS! Holler!

So close to becoming champs for soccer, we are undefeated and gonna kill it again tonight!

So close to being the weekend, hurry Fridaaayyyyyy!

So close to being done with my 4th semester..thank goodness I NEED winter semester off from school....i'm dying!

I love my life right now and couldn't be anymore happier than I am now. I have all I need in my life, my family, friends, Heavenly Father and Tyson! :)

It Just Feels Good

   Tons of blog posts ago I mentioned how starting to date exclusively scared me. Too many heartbreaks, too many times being used, too many jerk guys and just not wanting to have to go through all that again. well I got over it. Then when we said the "L" word, and starting talking about marriage, that guard went up again. That meant more of my feelings were put into this relationship, which meant more were at stake. But that only lasted about a day. There was no reason for me to feel that way at all. He wasn't ever going to leave.

   

     It Just Feels Good

  As I tried on wedding dresses and started planning the wedding, it was just so weird. You always think about the day you get married and think of how happy you'll be and what not, but don't get me wrong  I couldn't be more excited to be getting married to Tyson, but we both agreed that as we started doing things to prepare for the wedding, it was just weird.  But we are both ready and we know it's right, so that whole weird feeling, is a good thing.

   It Just Feels Good

  Yesterday we finished registering at Target and then registered at Bed Bath and Beyond. While we were going through the stores and scanning things we are going to need for our new place, deciding on what kind of bedding, and colors for our bathroom we liked, and just everything came super easy. There wasn't any frustration, no "well I don't like that" sort of thing. We agreed on everything. Which was weird but super nice at the same time. I figured that we were going to be be twisting each others arms, not on everything, but maybe one thing. Nope. Not even one. While we were picking out bedding and such, that weird feeling came back again. We are going to be living under the same roof. Me and him. Just us. No one else. But this time the weird feeling was different, it was more of a comforting and happy weird feeling, just knowing that i'll be living with him forever.

  It Just Feels Good

   Just two more months and we'll be married for time and all eternity. exciting? Yes! It can't come fast enough. With everything done besides finding his ring and figuring out where were going to be living come January, it's just time to get through this semester. So far, it's going by pretty fast. Already October, come next month we have a couple weeks here then a week in Florida, then two weeks later were back out there again to get married. Crazy months ahead? Yes! But I couldn't be more excited, because after all the stress and everything from this semester is over......it'll all be worth it in the end.

   And It Just Feels Good.

3 months:)

In exactly three months I will already be married to my best friend:) I cannot stress how excited I am! It seems soo close but yet so far away! It's gonna be the best day ever....for real.

We took engagements last night and ten of them are already up! So far they have turned out AWESOME! and I can't wait to see the rest!

School is slowly killing me...but i'm pushing through..

I'm ready for a nap...

Homework is done and I am now waiting for Tyson to get out of class.....

Happy Wednesday everyone!

Dueces!

     These past seven weeks haven't exactly felt like seven weeks. It's already September and time for me to leave the ole 813 to start another semester of school. Don't get me wrong I am beyond STOKED to get back out to school, but at the same time i'm sad, because I feel like the time went too fast. I feel like I got to do a lot but at the same time I didn't. But it's okay, i'll be back in November and December.
     Let me just say that I am so grateful for everything and everyone in my life. I may not say how grateful I am, but I really am. I am so happy with how my life is going and all that i've accomplished over the years. It's so weird that i'm already a sophomore in college. But i'm loving every second of it!
   I am currently waiting in the airport for my flight and I couldn't be more excited, let's just hope this flight goes by fast......here we go Idaho!

  Dueces Florida!
  

2 freaking days

  welp, its official, tomorrow is my last day in Florida. It's now become  bittersweet feeling. I'll be back in november, and then in december but still. I feel like I haven't been back for seven weeks. It's gone by sooooo fast, but i'm glad it did. I'm ready to go back home and be with Tyson and all of my other friends that I have missed so very much!
 I'm super excited for all the things that are in store for this upcoming semester. It's so weird thinking that this is my last semester living in single housing. But i'm gonna make the best of it and have a blast with all the new people I meet! I'm stoked for some of my classes this semester, and i'm excited to play soccer again. All in all fall semester is gonna be awesome!
   Now the time I have left here in the good ole 813 is dedicated to laundry, packing, relaxing, and hanging with friends and family.

and the countdowns begin...well...continue

  10 days till i'm back in Idaho
  3 days till I head to Miami
  less than 4 months till i'm married to the most amazing guy ever
  and five months till i'm 20
  oh..and did I mention 10 days till i'm back in Idaho?
 haha life is good and cannot wait for all of these things to happen! :)

  
  

getting closer...

  Its official, it's my last full week here in Florida, and i'm sad but super excited to get back at the same time! I'm ready for seeing my fiance, ready for meeting new people, classes and all the fun that awaits. After all...this IS my last semester as an unmarried woman.....haha
   Yay for Sunday naps and being lazy! Stake conference this weekend was good, even though when people talk for a really long time my mind tends to wander. haha But overall is was good.
   Kenna's birthday party tomorrow, messing around with my hair t figure out what i'm gonna do with it for my wedding on wednesday, and then Miami thursday till monday! SO stoked!
   I need to make sure I get LOTS of beach/ tanning time in before I head back to Idaho. Cause it will be a bit before I see the beach again!
   Life is good at the moment and as these 11 days keep going by faster I keep getting more and more anxious. Ugh time just please hurry up. It's K I L L I N G me! But I love everything that I have been given in my life and couldn't of asked for anything more. Friends, family, fiance, EVERYTHING. Just great:)
 

done and done

Wedding Plans- done
bridesmaids and groomsmen stuff- done
plane tickets to come back in november and before the wedding- done
made some money while home- done
applying for an on campus job- done
helped clean the house- done
being lazy until stake conference tonight- done

Been really productive since i've been home, which has been really good to help the time go by. 12 more days and i'm outta hot and sticky Florida and back out to Idaho! Miami next weekend and then Island park and Yellowstone the weekend after! Holler! :) Life is just too good!

Suchha slacker!

 Yeah so I know I have been slacking on this whole blogging thing, I should have been keeping up on it since I've been away from Tyson and school, so really I have no excuse! But anyways, since i've been home i've done a lot of babysitting, wedding planning, beaching, being lazy, and just enjoying the time I have at home with friends and family before I get hitched in december!
  Wedding plans are DONE. That's right.. done! I don't have to worry about anything except engagements and getting out the announcements, other than that, i'm free to not stress about it! Soo happy about that! For all you girls who are just dying to plan your wedding, good luck, it's not all sunshine and rainbows, it can get really stressful.
    13 more days till I go back home( Idaho), and I can seriously hardly contain myself. I honestly cannot believe how fast this break has flown by. Oh well, i'm perfectly okay with it! Next week i'm going to Miami with some of the fam and then when I come back I fly out two or three days later (depending on when we come back). Holler!
    Today is Mckenna's 6th birthday and she started first grade this year, and cody is a junior, umm can someone puh-lease tell me where the time has gone and what they have done with my little siblings because they are growing up way to fast.
  Anyways, that's really all I have for an update for now, I promise I won't slack anymore. I'll keep ya'll updated on the engaged life and all that fun stuff! And if I start slacking again, please feel free to give me crap! haha

backk in Florida...

 Well after seven months i'm finally back in the ole 813....all bittersweet. I love being back home and being close to the beach, see friends and family, but being away from Tyson is slowwllly killing me! We thought that as the days went on it would get easier.....yeah..umm we are only finding it harder. Which is NOT helping at all.
  I miss him like non other and if september could hurry up and get here that would just be wonderful!
 While i'm home ill be working on LOTS of wedding plans. I would really like to get everything done before I leave for Idaho. It will just be a lot of my chest, and will be SO much better not having to worry about that, school AND finding a place to live.
   I've been home for a couple days, and been to the beach once already, and saw a lot of people. The humidity is K I L L I N G me. But I will be used to it by the time I leave for Idaho.....stupid florida weather.....whatever. I feel like a still have sooo much to do before I go back to school, and I do.
  But for now i'm just trying to take everything one step at a time.
  Still loving life, my family, friends and the beach..couldn't ask for anything better:)

Ladies and Gentlemen..I am engaged:)

   Yup! it's true...especially since it's been put up on fb, which it's not official until it's fb official. ;) haha But yeah it happened last night, totally caught me off guard, but he did good! I wont tell the story over a blog post, if you wanna hear the story you'll have to come to me and hear it in person!
  I am beyond excited, and even though we've been planning this wedding before we were even engaged, it didn't actually feel real until he put the ring on my finger. Now it's like officially happening and I couldn't be more excited!
  Now I have TONS to do when I get home, lots of planning and preparing. P.S. were getting married December 21 in the Orlando Temple:)
 I leave in 4 days, and now it's going to be that much harder to leave. But I can do it.
   I remember the first day I met him at FHE and we didn't even talk, actually we didn't even really talk to each other for a couple FHE's until we started playing soccer together. I remember our first date golfing, I was horrible, but I could instantly be myself around him. I remember the first day he put his arm around me while sitting in my apt and even our first kiss and how that whole night I had butterflies in my stomach and couldn't stop smiling all night, I remember the night he asked me out after our soccer game, and how happy but terrified I was at the same time. I remember the first night we said I love you to each other and how I love you too just instantly came out and I didn't even have to think about it, I just knew. I never thought that falling in love and being proposed to would feel like this! I am literally the happiest girl in the world right now. For those of you who say there are no such thing as fairytales, or say there are no such thing as the perfect guy, speak for yourself. Cause Tyson is MY perfect guy.
    I love you Tyson Clark! 6-1-11<3

coming to an end...

  Well this semester is officially coming to an end for me. I am just now finishing up the rest of my homework for the semester and starting to pack all my stuff up (even though im staying in the same apt they are making me pack up all my stuff, makes ZERO sense).
   I loved this semester, so so so much! ive met soo many awesome people and I hate the end of semesters cause that means i say goodbye to people, and I hate goodbyes with a passion. I'm bad at them, and would rather avoid them.
  I am however ready to be done with all of this school work, it has totally kicked my butt, and it has stressed me out for too long now!!
   Not excited about leaving next week though:/ its going to be hard. but I know I can do it, just gotta keep myself occupied! I know it will go by fast....at least im hoping that it will. haha
   But that's my update for now..Harry Potter tonight with my boyfriend and Logan:)

waahh time slow down:(

  I leave freakin next week. What the crap, I need everything to slow down. I'm not ready to leave Rexburg for seven weeks just yet. I wish I had atleast one more full week out here. Ugh this is going to suck wayyy bad!
   Finals are coming..well they are here actually and i'm about ready to rip my hair out. I have two book reports to write, 3 papers, and a test to study for, oh and three work journals, and one more test next week. Shoot.me.now. I honestly don't wanna do any of it. I got two of the three papers written already and my goal is to have all them done before I go back to my apartment today. So far, so good!

So now I decided I should get all gross and lovey dovey now. I honestly am the luckiest girl..like ever. I have the best boyfriend in the world. I don't care what anyone says, he can't be beat. I love him more than words can describe. He is the best thing I could have asked for. I have never been treated better in my life by a guy. He knows how to make me laugh, smile and just feel good about myself. He reminds me everyday of how beautiful I am and how great I am. It never gets old, makes me smile every time. He hates seeing me sad, mad, stressed, whatever, if it's anything other than being happy he hates it and he will do whatever it takes to make me smile. I love that I can completely be myself around him and I don't have to worry about saying the wrong thing. I love that we can and have hung out every single day and we never get tired of each other. We always have a good time together even if it's just sitting on the couch for hours and talking. We both are just flat out happy.

k i'm done now. You can stop feeling sick now ;) haha but anyways thats really my update on life!

Day 20: Nicknames
  Jess
   sis
   ducky
  louie
   steve
   and thats really about it haha

Life is just good

Last Wednesday me and Tyson drove down to Utah to see his mission president and his wife, they came home that day, and then my family came in that night. So he got to meet my family and my parents love him! Kenna was soo excited to see me, then she switched over and clung to Tyson's side for the rest of the time he was there. I got some sun while down there! Got to lay out by the pool, which was wayy nice. Then we went to Apsen Grove for our family reunion and I didn't get to stay the whole time, but it was nice to see everyone.

Life is just good.

Yesterday I could hardly contain myself as it got closer to see Tyson again. We were only apart for two days and we both were just dying. If we can't spend two days apart this seven week break is going to be a lot harder than I though....But we spent the rest of the day together after he got off work. It was so nice, we went to a baseball game in IF with some friends, a lot of fun even though it wasn't an exciting game.

Life is just good.

So me and Tyson have been talking a lot..and there may of may not be a marriage in the near future....that's all i'm saying ;)

Life is just good

Ugh two and a half more weeks and I start the longest break of my life....but I am SOO ready to be done with this semester, actually I just wanna be done with school. in general. Still got a while to go...oh well.

Anyways that's my update on life right now..... :)

Day 19: Something you miss
 I miss the beach like it's nobodies business ...

i'm slacking...

 Okay okay...I know I haven't been keeping up with my blog updates as much as I should because there is just way to much going on. These past couple days and even this past week has been crazzy! I'm trying to get a head in school work cause I head down to Utah with the boyfriend wednesday, we are meeting his mission president at the airport cause he comes home, then my family gets in that night. He is meeting my family for the first time and we are both pretty stoked about it, my family is pretty excited as well.
  I'm super excited to see my family...it's been so stinking long since i've seen a lot of them. So this is going to be a good week!
  Okay so, me and Tyson have talked about a lot lately, and a lot has been happening and it seems like this semester has just been crazy and everything is happening, it's crazy and nice at the same time. I literally do have the best boyfriend in the world (sorry girls, but he can't be beat!) haha anyways, I gotta get crackin on the rest of my junk for Utah.
 Just gotta get through today and tomorrow, and then it's PARRTTAAYY for a weekend. I need a break from the Burg desperately.
 Day 18: Favorite place to eat
   There are a lot of places that I love to eat, but if i had to choose, I think it would be Chili's. Just because me and my family eat there a lot and we never get tired of it. Their chips and salsa is THE best, and so is everything else! haha

Time flies..

 Holy crap how the time has flown, just realized today me and my boyfriend have been dating officially for three weeks today. Sooo weird. But it feels like we've been dating longer, and technically unofficially it has been longer, but not by a lot. AND i see my parents and family this time next week. Seriously? I swear just yesterday I was saying how I would be seeing my parents in 3 weeks. So weird, and this semester is almost over. Honestly, where does the time go?
  Anyways, last night we won our soccer game 4-0...holllerr! We are tearing it up in the playoffs! We got another game tonight and i'm way stoked for it! Going for another win tonight!
  Life is good right now, couldn't ask for anything more. Have an amazing boyfriend, the weather is perrfff,  school is going great, awesome friends, annndd the most amazing family in the WORLD!!

Day 17: Something you're looking forward to
  One thing that i'm looking forward to right now is seeing my family next week and for Tyson to finally meet my parents, i'm super excited for it all! Ugghh can't it be next week yet? it's KILLING me!

one month

In one month i'll be back in the 813
In one month i'll be done with my third semester
In one month i'll be a sophomore in college
In one month i'll be away from my boyfriend for seven very looonnngg weeks
In one month I say goodbye to some more friends i've made
In one month i'll be able to lay on the beach
In one month i'll be with my family

Whyyy does it seem that these four weeks are going to fly by SO fast but this seven week break is going to be the longest seven weeks of my life? Ugh, i'm ready to go home for a bit and get out of Idaho but i'm not ready to leave some of the things behind. Saying goodbye even for a short amount of time is one of the hardest things for me, and i'm not looking forward to it at all. I wish I could fast forward to next semester. I love everything about this semester and I don't want it to end. Met so many awesome people and have done a lot of crazy stuff...it sucks that it all has to end. Time needs to slow down..just a little bit...please?
  Day 16: Dream house
  My dream house would just be anything on the beach in Florida...

Only 35 days left in the Burg...

   Okay, so I know that i've been DYING to go back home.. and sit on the beach and see my friends and family, but after everything that has been happening in the past couple weeks, it's going to be bittersweet to leave. 7 weeks  is a long time....and 35 days is such a short time.
   Even though I know i'll be back, it's just going to be tough. But hopefully i'll have enough stuff to keep my occupied so I won't think too much of it.
  Anyways...this week has seriously been ddrraaaggiinnnngg! I have to take a test tomorrow that I am NOT looking forward to. I am seriously stressing out about all this hw and studying. Ugh, I wish school was easier. But I am surprised but pleased with how well my grades are holding up...so really i'm not complaining.
  I've been slacking on working out and i'm going to start getting back into it, i've been doing a lot of crunches and other ab workouts, no more eating out for me. It's nice to go out but it's NOT good for you at all. I'm going to get back into running cause i've been slacking on that too....ugh and I just all around feel gross...not that i've gained weight or anything I just don't feel as good as I do when I work out. So i'll be hitting the gym again!

  Day 15: a bible verse
    John 14:15 "If ye love me keep my commandments"

I just love weekends!

  Another awesome weekend:) Spent it with the boyfriend and had lots of fun! Friday night we went to my first rodeo and it.was.awesome. !!! Def worth going to! Then we had a little fire at Logan's house and roasted marshmallows and just hung out. Saturday morning we went to a parade, hung out at Tyson's for a bit, movie, dinner and then crashed. It was a loonng day but it was way fun!
  Today we're just kicking it cause its gross outside and so it's a perf day for movies! haha Anyways, I'm not wanting to do my hw..i'm putting it off soo much but I will get it done!
  So my foot has been hurting way bad for the past couple weeks and so I finally went to the doctors and got it checked out. Turns out my tendons were inflamed from playing soccer, so I got some meds for it and just have to stretch and stuff after I play. I'm kinda glad that it's not anything more than just some inflamed tendons, cause there was NO way I was sitting out my last couple games of the season.
  Anyways, that's really it for now, I've been slacking on updating this I know, i'm going to try super hard to get back in the habit!

 Day 14: A picture of yourself from last year. How have you changed?

   Homecoming senior year. Looking back just a year ago, I honestly have changed so much more than I thought. I'm definately not the same girl that walked through the halls of high school. Being out at school i've learned to live on my own. I have learned to just accept people, and slowly but surely I am becoming more patient with those around me. I am more willing to serve others without having some kind of attitude. I've become more appreciative of my parents and my family, and just everything they do for me.       I've changed in a lot of ways, and I can't think of them all right now, but if you were to look back at me from high school and then look at me now, you would see a difference in me. :)

People are straight buggin..

  People have just been ticking me off lately. Me and my teacher got into it the other day because I said that he was being sexist ( and he was) and then he proceeded to mock me in front of the whole class after he asked for my opinion about something. Umm no homeboy I don't think so. So of course I said something back. I was not about to let him to that to me, and not to mention he made a girl cry in the middle of class. The guy is a jerk.
  The annoying kids in my class who ALWAYS raise their hand about pointless crap have just been asking dumb stuff like no ones business these past couple days and I am just about to shoot someone. Ugh some people.
  Anyways, weather has been pretty good in the burg. Like today...I would LOVE to be outside..but no..i'm stuck on campus till three. Ugh...dumb. This week has been pretty good so far though. Except the fact that it's been super slow. I kept thinking it was later in the week when really it's not. I'm just ready for the end of the month so I can see my family. I'm super stoked to see them, but it seriously can't come fast enough.

 Day 13: Goals
 - To get all A's this semester ( so far so good..except American Foundations)
 - Graduate college with a degree in sociology
- make an impact in someones life
- make at least one person smile/laugh a day
- not get super albino out here in the middle of nowhere
- get black on the beach when I go home this summer
- get married in the temple one day
- raise a family
- become better in prayer and scripture study

all smiles :)

 Man has this been one heck of a weekend. I feel like i've done so much but at the same time not a lot. The weekend was really long and a lot of fun. Friday night I hung out with the boyfriend, Jason, Heidi and Steph..I honestly can't remember everything we did. But I do remember going to College Avenue Deli, and to the park...and watching part of a movie earlier in the day. OH! and Friday I just about killed myself..I was def super klutzy..story.of.my.life. and I was walking to my last class and got about halfway up the hill and realized I didn't print my stupid paper...so with then minutes till class starts I literally sprinted all the way back home and luckily my roommate was there cause she drove me back up to to campus. Never ever will I do that again..people gave me super dirty looks too. haha
  Saturday we did our usual morning soccer practice thing, we went and got water balloons cause we were going to have a water fight..but that never happened. I got to lay out...AND I got tan. Freakin holleerrr! Then that night we went to the drive in...to see Kung Fu Panda 2 and Thor..awesome movie btw.. Sunday..went to church, did a little studying, went and fed the ducks with some friends, came back and chilled for a bit, then went to Tyson's house for dinner with his family( his family cracks me up haha), and just came back studied a little more and just chilled for the rest of the night. Pretty fun weekend if you ask me!
 Mondays suck, and i'm ready for classes to be over already. I'm ready for a nap and just wanna get my stupid test over with. whatevverr...anyways, that's all the news for now:)

Day 12: Something you never leave the house without
  So normally anyone would say cell phone...but me..it's chapstick. If I don't have my chapstick I will go crazy. I am like addicted to it...and I always have to have it on me. Don't get me wrong I normally take my phone with me, but if I had to choose, it would def be my chapstick.

so weird...

Okay, so if you haven't already seen on my facebook, yes I am dating someone. It'a been FOREVER since i've actually had a legit relationship and i'm freaking out in a good and bad way. 

  I really haven't had the best of luck out here with guys, actually just in general. I've always been screwed over. It made me numb to the way I felt toward people. Especially guys. It made it hard for me to trust them. I started to just think that all guys were like that. I gave up. Yeah I guess I sorta became a player out here after the first two guys screwed me over. But it got old super fast, and I couldn't bare thinking about what would happen if the guys found out. I hate hurting people, and it would absolutely kill me, so I stopped. 

    But I've never really been one to show my feelings. I don't usually like showing people that i'm sad/mad or whatever. I guess that's just how i've always been. It's so hard for me to adjust to this relationship thing. It's just weird saying the word "boyfriend". 

  At first I was a little hesitant when I saw that things were getting more serious. I started to chicken out a little. For me, the relationship sounded good, but as soon as it starting happening it freaked me out. I think because with other guys I always thought that I would end up dating them but in the end it never happened. So when this relationship actually became official it came as a shock to me, and sometimes it's hard for me to grasp the fact that I actually am in a relationship. 

  Don't get me wrong I do like him and I like having a boyfriend and all, it's just weird for me to adjust to. I'm slowly getting the hang of it, and so far so good! He is an awesome guy and I like that I can be myself around him and he just likes me for me. ( Not that I would ever change for anyone....ever.) We always have fun together, and he takes my sarcasm, beating him up, and I can even me being a brat sometimes. haha 

 Anyways, that's that. This week is finally over! I'm super tired, school is stressing me out like none other. I just wanna sleep forever and not wake up. But we all know that's not going to happen. Anyways one more class and i'm free for the weekend! 

 Day 11: Favorite TV shows

  - Modern Family

  - Pretty LIttle liars

  - Vampire Diaries

  - Criminal Minds

  - Law & Order

  - CSI 

you're killing me rexburg.....

  What the hurricane is going on in Rexburg? Seriously this wind is pissing me OFFF!! 

anyways..tomorrow is Friday and I couldn't be more stoked. Even though it was a short week it's felt sooo long. That seriously is the ONLY thing getting me through the rest of the week. Today was just an all around crappy day. My teacher opened a test this morning and announced it in class...I am not even kidding when I say I teared up when he said that. 

  As if my stress level isn't already through the roof. Just someone please shoot me now...I seriously just wanna be done with this freakin semester. I just want it to be July so I can go home and lay on the beach the WHOLE time i'm home...like no joke. I need my tan back....i'm dying. 

Day 10: something you're scared of

   umm well I have a couple things i'm scared of...but I love being home alone but come night time I get freaked out. I don't know what it is but I just get scared. I try to avoid it as much as possible, but usually I just suck it up and deal with it. 

oohh yyyeaaaahhhh..

Soccaahh game tonight ohh yyeeaaahhh
it was hot outside today oohh yyyeaaahh
got ALL my hw done oohh yyeeaahhh
its almost friday oohh yyeeaahhh
3 weeks till I see my family oooohhh yyyeeeaahhhh
today has been a good day yyyeeaaahh buddy!

Day 9: Your favorite picture of your best friend
 Well I have more than one best friend...and this is my all time favorite picture of us minus LUIGIIIIIIII! But still wuv him:)

  

Homework can suck it

   Obviously i'm procrastinating my homework even more by updating my blog....oh well. I'm in the middle of writing a paper that i've had a week to write, but i'm almost done. So I don't know why I can't just suck it up and just finish it already. Oh well...anyways it's raining, surprise surprise right? I love it, but it's cold. Idaho rain has nothing on Florida storms..
  Today is just one of those days where I don't wanna do anything all day. I just wanna lay around and do nothing. Maybe i'll pop in a movie or something when my homework is done.
 So funny story, my mom called me and she started getting frustrated with my kenna, turns out they were in the mall and they were in the little play area and kenna thought she was a cat and came up and tried to lick my mom's face...hahaha oh gosh, I miss that girl so much. Beginning of July I can see her again. She is too cute.

 I need madi here with me so I can vent to her....so madi COME TO REXBURG NOW! Anyways, i'm slowly becoming stressed about everything and i'm almost to my breaking point. But i'm taking a few steps back and taking a deep breathe and pushing forward...I need the beach..now.

Day 8: A place you've traveled
  Well there are a lot of places i've traveled but i've been to NYC and I liked it there and all but it was very dirty. I saw a lot of interesting things on the streets..but the coolest part that I remember was taking a picture with the naked cowboy in the middle of time square. haha that was interesting...

Oh Florida please be still tonight...

 Ahhh! I seriously am missing home SOO much right now. I wanna be on the beach like none other, and just be tan, eat hot cheetos and just be covered in sand and jump in the water. Go fishing, lay on the boat, and just go swimming with friends. Ugh less then two months. So far its going by pretty fast..it is almost june and i'm pretty pumped about it.
   So far it's been a pretty fun weekend, been pretty busy and just chilling and hanging out with friends. No school tomorrow...freakin holler! Thank goodness, I need another day to sleep in before school this week. But anyways that's all the news for now...

Day 7: Your favorite movies
 Well I have a lot of favorite movies...so i'll just name a couple..
  Step Up 1-3
  Avatar
  A walk to remember
 All the Bourne movies
 Despicable Me
 She's the Man
 and many others that I can't think of...these are just off the top of my head

ugh :/

 You know how there is just that one maybe little mistake you've made in your past, that no matter what you do, it is always there to haunt you. Yeah well, mine always comes back when i'm starting to be happy. I don't know what it is, but it screws everything up, every single time.
 It's like I can't be happy with certain things, and it literally happens every single time. Idk why, but I wish it would stop. Maybe that's the reason I screw things up with people all the time. I've never been good with certain things, and this doesn't help. But it's my fault because it was a mistake I made, and there is nothing I can do about it now, but just try and push through it no matter how hard it may be.
  The mistake I made was because I didn't wanna hurt anymore, I was numb to everything, and I still am. ( btw i'm NOT having sex, doing drugs, drinking, or anything of that nature, it's a psychological problem? maybe? idk how you would describe it...and no i'm not going crazy either....) But I am numb to certain things because of crap that has happened in my past. But like I said, i'm slowly pushing forward, trying to shake that feeling. I'm slowly getting better, but as long as i'm taking baby steps, it's progress and at this point, i'm happy with that.

  Day 6: A picture of something that makes you happy

The beach is my happy place...I miss it more than words can describe. ( this is the island we drive our boat out to :) cant wait to go home and go to it) 

    

it's the freakin weekend baby...yeah!

 I honestly thought this was the longest week EVER. but it's finally friday and it's a three day weekend..freakin holler :) annyywayys.....not much to update on today, so looks like i'm skipping to the 30 day challenge

Day 5: A song that matches your mood
     Today's song that matches my mood would be Up by Jesse McCartney...just one of them catchy songs that makes me wanna dance!

cant.stay.awake

 I gotta start going to bed earlier...this whole going to bed after midnight thing aint working out anymore. I come and take a nap before I start homework, but sometimes a nap just doesn't cut it. I should probably get ahead on homework....I think I just might do that...it might cut my stress level in half...maybe...hopefully.
  It's so weird that midterms are just around the corner...honestly..where do these semesters go? For real...they go  by too fast sometimes.
  Welp..that's really it..today is going to be kinda my lazy day and so i'm going to lay in bed and do some good ole homework..blleehh:/

Day 4: your parents
  soo i'm guessing i'm supposed to describe my parents or something..maybe just talk about them? Idk. But, I love parents. They are honestly one of the goofiest married couples I know. My dad is just crazy and sometimes when i'm with him I feel like i'm five. Me and him will ALWAYS get these random video ideas and then film them at 2 in the morning when neither of us can sleep. We always laugh at the most random things. I honestly don't think there is ever a dull moment when we are together. He could keep me laughing for hours. We have made random midnight ice cream runs, mcdonalds runs...and lots of other random adventures. My mom thinks we are totally retarded sometimes...but she knows we are way funny(and she even joins in sometimes). Even though my dad has only been in my life for like 8 yrs now..I honestly feel like I have known him my whole life. I am so happy that me and him have gotten so close over the years, and I really hope we stay that way. My mom....there is just literally SO much to say about her. She is amazing. I love her more than words can describe and without her my life would NOT be where it is today. She is my best friend...I talk to her about anything and everything. I don't feel like I couldn't talk her about anything...I know I could talk to her about whatever and she wouldn't judge me. She would give me the advice I needed and she would help me. Me and her are so much alike it's honestly disgusting sometimes...haha..we look alike and sound alike...sometimes its like we could be sisters. I honestly couldn't ask for better parents, they have always been there for me and I know they always will be. I love them so much and I appreciate everything they have done for me, and I cannot wait to see them and the rest of my family in the beginning of July for our last family reunion!

happy girl:)

 Well, this has been an AWESOME week so far...just everyday has been good, and i'm loving every single second of it! The rain finally stopped..thank goodness. I don't think I  could handle another day walking around campus soaking wet and freezing cold. Dumb rexburg...tighten up for real.
  Anyways...three day weekend coming up and i'm stoked:) finally get to sleep in. I still haven't got hardly any sleep this week...it sucks. This time in two months i'll be back in the 813 baby:) ahh can't wait to see my friend, family AND be on the boat, go to the beach, go fishing...it all sounds TOO good right now. Come on July come faster please!!

 Day 3: Your first love
  Well..."when I was thirteen, I had my first love"......hahaha kidding. To be honest, I don't think I could really say I ever had a first love. I mean everyone has that one person they will always have feelings for, but never have I told a guy that I loved them. To me it's not a word I wanna throw around. I want to only have to say it once, and I want to mean it. So no, no first love here, I really liked someone like a lot...more than i've liked someone before( but those feelings are gone)... but their name shall not be mentioned, other than that...i've never really been in "love".

ohh rexburg...

 I just LOOVVEE walking home in the pouring rain and there being freakin 50mph winds, being cold and soaking wet....just absolutely love it.
  Anyhow, I feel like I have gotten zero sleep since last Thursday, and I really haven't. I've either been up late with the roommates or doing homework. Being in college seriously blows sometimes. Oh well..what can ya do?
 Oh, and can I ask WHY everyone seems to be getting engaged lately? Is it because it's spring or something? Whatever it is people are dropping like flies out here. Guess that's what you would expect coming out to BYU- I do. One of my friends is basically going to be engaged soon, and one of my roommates is about to be engaged within the next couple weeks, and another one of my roommates got engaged earlier this semester. Guess my teacher wasn't kidding when he said that spring time is when everyone gets engaged.

   Day 2: Meaning behind your blog name
      Well, to be honest there really isn't a meaning behind my blog name. It's actually from a song, and I just happened to be listening to it while I was setting up my blog. So I thought it sorta fit...haha

 

30 day challenge..starts....now!

Day 1: recent picture of yourself, 15 interesting facts
Day 2: Meaning behind your blog name
Day 3: Your first love
Day 4: Your parents
Day 5: A song to match your mood
Day 6: A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 7: Favorite movies
Day 8: A place you've traveled to
Day 9: A favorite picture of your best friend
Day 10: Something you're afraid of
Day 11: Favorite tv shows
Day 12: Something you don't leave the house without
Day 13: Goals
Day 14: A picture of you last year - how have you changed?
Day 15: Bible verse
Day 16: Dream house
Day 17: Something you're looking forward to
Day 18: Favorite Place to Eat
Day 19: Something you miss
Day 20: Nicknames
Day 21: Favorite Picture of yourself ALL TIME Why?
Day 22: What's in your purse?
Day 23: Favorite Movie
Day 24: Something you've learned
Day 25: Put your iPod on shuffle, first 10 songs
Day 26: Your Dream Wedding
Day 27: Original Photo of the city you live in
Day 28: Something that stresses you out
Day 29: 3 Wishes
Day 30: a picture of yourself this day and 5 good things that happened since you started the challenge




Alright well here it goes:
Day 1: recent picture of yourself, 15 interesting facts
  1. I never get nervous
 2. I hardly ever cry
 3. I cannot stand fake people (especially fake girls) and liars
 4. I am never afraid to be myself
 5. I love to sing and dance
 6. I am probably one of the most sarcastic people you'll meet
7. I've played the flute for 9 years
8. I am not your typical girl, I would rather be outside doing something rather than sitting inside and doing my nails.
9. I love making people laugh and smile, if I can do it atleast once a day i'm a happy camper
10. I can be really good at hiding my feelings
11. I will not change for anyone, if you don't like me, then too bad
12. I can be too nice sometimes
13. I generally don't think before I speak ( it's something i'm working on haha) 
14. My family is everything to me 
15. If you dare me to do something...9 times out of 10...i'll do it. 

paz, amor, felicidad:)

 soo this weekend has been crazy fun, and I am exhausted..like completely pooped. I wanna crawl into bed and sleep for the rest of my life.
   Played soccer last night and this morning..i'm getting a whole lot better. Then went and played golf...which I completely S.U.C.K. like no joke. But it was fun anyways, THEN I went and played volleyball...which just totally put me overboard.
  Got my hair cut today..and i'm not totally sure if i'm in love with it yet..but we shall see. Anyhooo...i'm pretty much loving life at the moment...Everything is going awesome:)
   OH! and I got to watch space jam which I have been wanting to watch in FOREVER. Let me just say...that I've missed that movie soo much! It is one of my all time favorite movies.
  That is my update on life for the moment...
 peace :)

just maybe...

mkay sooo....

maybe we won our soccer game the other night
maybe i'm becoming obsessed with soccer
maybe we went and saw the midnight premiere of priates
maybe i'm running on less then 5 hours of sleep and mtn dew
maybe i've gotten through my day somehow and managed to get all my hw done
maybe I can tell i'm going to have a good weekend
maybe i'm just loving life right now

and maybe....juussstt maybe there is something else... ;)

ew. ew. ew. EW!

  ;vwklngoprinrpwibwp I.am.so.very.annoyed.
 ugh, okay I don't understand why guys like stupid girls. Honestly, or even why they hang out with them. I just don't get it. It is highly annoying. Like is that what guys find attractive? Stupidity? If that's the case looks like imma be single for the rest of my life cause there is NO way I am lowering myself down to that level.
 So girls look.... being stupid aint cute so please for the love of everything that is good in this world, just STOP! You look ridiculous, and people ARE making fun of you...to your face most of the time.
and guys, stop going for the ditzy girls who so nothing but laugh at anything and everything. Just because they are "pretty" doesn't make up for the fact that they are complete idiots. Going for those types of girls just makes you look just as bad. So please...i'm on my hands and knees BEGGING you...don't even think about it.
 Sorry, I had to go off there for a second. I encountered some highly ahh-nnoying girls and man oh man did they make me wanna rip my hair out! I just don't understand how guys can even bare to have a conversation with them...like it hurts my head to hear them speak. smh..to those guys who like those types of girls, and I guess I gotta give you props to even talk with them..cause I sure as heck can't do it.
  
   OH! and i'm guessing cause it's spring and it's warming up, all of the couples in this dang town decided to crawl out of their holes, and mock me. GO HOME! hahaha..no, but seriously though...
    Let me just say that I am highly tired of being single. I've been single for soo long now and i'm over it, and you know what? It's those ditzy girls who are getting all the guys attention. I just don't get it. I don't know if guys find me intimidating because i'm not like that or what. But seriously...I have my eye on some guys but it's always some bimbo who is ALWAYS there to step in front of me and snatch his attention, and honestly i'm at that point where i'm done even trying. It's not worth the competition. It's just not. Anyways, that's that.

venting over...sorry.

Other than that..it's been an awesome week so far. FHE was fun last night, and got to play some more soccer. Got another game tomorrow and I am ready to dominate! haha ANNNDDD I got a 84 on my first test of the semester..freakin hoolleeerr! :) Totally made my day. Now time for nap and some good ole homework...

party, party,party, let's all get waaa....wait were at byu:)

   This weekend .....
  danced the night away with roomies
   movies
   lots and lots and lots of laughs
   soccer ( and basically becoming a baller)
   getting some sun ( yes i got a little tan!!)
   LOTS of pizza
   sore bodies
   ...and singing lots and lots of Bieber

good weekend? I think yes. Sadly the fun filled weekend is coming to an end. I love my roomies. I think we always laugh about something totally ridiculous everyday. I love that we can all be crazy together, and just that we all get along.
 The weeks just seem to go by so fast out here. It's good and it's bad. I miss my family A LOT, and I can't wait to see them in just two months! I really do think that this is going to be another hard semester to leave behind. Me and my roomies are slowly becoming super close. I honestly appreciate everything that they do for me. Even though it may not be much.
  Just them being examples to me, I have slowly started to become a better person. They are honestly awesome girls and I couldn't of asked for better roommates. :)
   Welp, it's about that time to start more on my homework...bleh. Buuuttt it has to be done. So here we gooo...

it's a love, hate kinda thing....

 LOVE
 this awesome weather
that me and my roommates have lots of laughs everyday
that i'm out here at this school
playing soccer (even though i'm not great)
being so sore after the gym
my family
looking for a job is getting a little easier
making a random person smile
that i get to see my family again in 2 months
my life :)

HATE
living the single life ( it's getting kinda old now...)
waking up at 6 everyday for class
that idaho doesn't have a beach
guys that are tools
not living closer to my family(especially my momma)
homework
studying
taking tests in the testing center
that glee has re-made rebecca black's song friday.......

Live.Laugh.Love

  Mommmmyyy :) Happy Mother's day to my wonderful and beautiful mother! I honestly couldn't ask for a better mother. She has always been there for me. I know I can always go and talk to her about anything. She is my best friend. She has taught me a lifetime of lessons that I will always carry with me throughout my life. I have watched her growing up and I am honestly amazed at how much that woman can go through and still keep her head up, and wake up every morning and be happy.

    My mom has always been my little cheerleader. She always is there to support me in everything. Every baseball game, cheerleading competition, every single high school football game for four years to watch me during half  time( even though she has seen the show millions of times), and even the little things. No matter what I can count on my mom to be there. Even being away from home, she is still cheering me on from miles away. She knows what I am capable of. She knows that I can do so much, even when I think I can't. She is always there to give me that little push.
     She never fails to make me smile, laugh or even sometimes cry ( for good reasons). I hope that one day when I become a wife and a mommy that I am half the wife and mother she is today. She continues to amaze me everyday. I'm so grateful for the friendship I have with my mom. Even though sometimes we have our disagreements ( because we both can be so hard headed at times), I may lose patience with her, don't thank her everyday, or even just screw up completely, she still loves me. And I know that no matter what my mom will always be there to help me through whatever I may need help with. So here's to you mom! Happy Mother's day. I Love you :)

it's spring tiimmee!

   I know I know..we have ALL been waiting for it...it's finally warm in the burg! Did't wear a jacket to class today and tomorrow it's supposed to be in the..wait for it....70's! Which means right after class at 11:15 you will find my happy butt out in porter park playing basketball wiff muh gurlz Brooklyn and Jessica :) I'm so stoked! Finally get to soak up some more sun...and get rid of this pasty grossness on my body. haha
   I've also started working out in the gym instead of just going out on a run at night, and I am super sore, but man does it feel good :) I love working out..it's the best feeling in the world.
   Anyways..i'm just happy the weather is finally warming up and i'm enjoying the sunshine..it puts me in a better mood :)
    Yay spring time!

i.am.happy.

   This weekend was sad and good at the same time. My parents left friday morning, which was a kind of a huge bummer. It's weird now that after a week of hanging out with them, they aren't here anymore. But I had so much fun spending time with them and goofing off. It was something I needed after four months of not seeing them. But now I have to wait another three months before I see them. But i'm pretty sure I can do it :)
     Yesterday was such a nice day. Me and Brooklyn were outside all day. We went and sat in the park and watched people play frisbee and basketball while we soaked up some sun. I think the weather is finally turning around, thank goodness. Today was a good day too. I just love sundays. Everything about them. Going to church, relaxing for the day, thinking about all my great blessings in life, and just being around awesome people. Today I came home from church with flowers on my bed...little does that person know, it put a huge smile on my face. Def made my day 10 times better.
    Okay, so Caitlyn has reminded me that I have been slacking on my blogging...and I have.( So your welcome cait haha) But so far there is nothing really new to write about. Except that everything in life is going great. No new guys yet...but for now that's okay. Until then i'm just enjoying the semester, making new friends, going out and having fun, and focusing on school. I am truly grateful for everyone and everything in my life. I honestly couldn't ask for better friends or a better family. Love you all :)

starting new..but not giving up.

  Let me just first start off with all the good things that have happened. First week of my third semester ends tomorrow, and even though my classes are already kicking my butt and loading me up with homework, i'm really loving them and I love all my teachers which is good:) As I already mentioned before, I'm a sociology major, and I maybe want to work in corrections..maybe not. I do want to work with criminals though. But one of my classes kinda talks more about social work and stuff and i'm sort of considering that too. But who knows. We will just see how this semester goes with my classes and stuff. OH! and the best part of my week of course is......MY PARENTS WILL BE HERE TOMORROW :) I haven't seen them in like four months and couldn't be more stoked to see them.
   Anyways now on to the real reason for this post..I don't really consider myself "lucky" when it comes to guys and relationships. I have had my fair shares of being screwed over..and honestly it never really seems to change. Maybe it's the guys i go for.... Who knows. All I know is..i'm over it. I'm over being told the same things, tired of being the one who puts forth effort(sometimes more than I should), i'm tired of being treated like dirt, and most importantly...i'm just plain tired of getting hurt.

   I talked with one of my best friends last night and he gave me some advice and basically told me that I didn't need to be putting myself down, and that he knows that, that is just not me. And he is right. If you know me you know that i'm not one to bring myself down. I always brush things off and move on. But for some reason lately I haven't done much of that..i've been dwelling on things I know I can't change. Why? I don't know..but that's going to change...fast. He also told me that i'm going to have to go through  the darkness to get to the light...he told me that he knows this last part might suck to hear but I need to be patient because God has a plan for me. He couldn't be more right. Yeah it did suck to hear that cause i'm not a patient person. But that right there is the reason he is one of my best friends.
   This semester, i'm starting new. I'm not going to make it as easy as I have in the past for guys. I've always made them work for me..but now they are going to have to work harder, i'm not settling for second best anymore. It's not fair to let myself go through the same things over and over again. But on the bright side..every guy i've come across and has hurt me or whatever..they have actually helped me. They showed me exactly what not to go for in a guy. So a HUGE shout out to them...you weren't a complete waste of my time.. ;)
   Anyways, this wasn't to bash guys and go against them...I know there are good guys that are worth going after out there..i've just been looking in all the wrong places. But it's okay ..cause I know that now. So girls, don't give up on guys. I know that most of the time they can be complete jerks...but trust me..even though I haven't had much luck..there ARE guys worth it out there. I'm sure of it and i'm determined to find them. Don't give up completely...it's okay to take a time out occasionally, just don't push all guys away. Just think of the ones who don't work out as learning experiences. There is a awesome guy out there for all of us girls just dying to make us happy. I am sure of it:) Here is one of my favorite quotes that is so true and I find it quite helpful.. "If he's not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back, it should only be because he's showing up at your new residence to do it in person... if he's not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you, but ultimately, he's just not that into you. Stop taking his calls and let him know what it's like to live without you."[He's Just Not That Into You]  
 So for now, i'm keeping my chin up and staying positive..cause I deserve to :)
   

Home Sweet Home

 Welp...I finally moved outta Tuskanky...I mean Tuscany. Boy was it a long day. Could not fall asleep last night. I got up at the butt crack of dawn (6:30 AM) and showered and started my nine hour day of moving back and  forth. I honestly think I got enough exercise to last me the rest of my life...like no joke. I ran up and down stairs with boxes and huge bins for almost two hours, and yes I did it all by MYSELF! Note to self: for future reference, when moving from place to place, even though you can do it, help it ALWAYS nice. Anyways, it also helped that a friend let me use his car to get this job done. Huge shout out to Brandon for that..without your car I would probably still be hauling crap haha I honestly am proud of myself for all the work I did today. A lot of the stuff was heavy too, guess i'm just a baller like that ;) ha.
  Anyways, after hours of back and forth, going and running some other errands, and unpacking I finally got my room together and everything situated. My legs are super sore and i have blisters on my hands and feet. But i'm not complaining. Like I said before i'm proud of myself for my hard work today.
   I think that I might actually really like it in my new place. I mean at first I was a little nervous about sharing a room, cause in my other place I had my own room. But i'm loving my ghetto fabulous place:) I met some of my roommates and they are way nice so i'm thinking this could be another good semester!

    Well, in exactly ONE WEEK my parents and my little sister will be here and I cannot stress enough how stinkin excited I am to see them! I haven't seen them since January...which was also the last time I was home. And let me just say that I am super jealous of everyone back at home, i'm dying without my tan. July baby..me and the beach holla! Anyways, i'm sorry but I can't believe how sore I am, like it hurts to walk. But i'm just chillin on my bed with some cheez-its and listening to some Mayday Parade and just loving life at the moment. :) I think i'm just a little obsessed..whataya think? ha. But even though i'm excited to be in my new apartment and get to meet new people, as I was leaving with my last box out of my old place, I thought of all the fun timesI had in there. But now it's on to bigger and better adventures! I'm hoping that this place and the people that live here are as awesome as people talk it up to be. But anyways, that my update on life for the day. I'm thinking about hitting the sheets early tonight, and sleep in tomorrow. I think I kinda deserve it:)

only 2 more days, re-cleaning,beautiful weather, and itching to start on my major:)

  Alright I only have two more days left in this empty apartment before I move to my new ghetto-fabulous place. I Really am super excited to get out of Tuscany a.k.a "Tuskanky" and into Brooklyn. Most of the girls here seem kinda stuck up, but don't get me wrong i've met some pretty awesome girls here too. But I've heard some pretty good things about my new place, so i'm hoping all goes well. I am however, super nervous to be rooming with a complete stranger. I'm going from my own room to sharing. This good either be really good, or extremely bad. Fingers crossed it all works out!
  So my manager here at Tuscany has been blowing up my phone ALL day, I went out for a walk today and she came into my apartment with the cleaning crew and was basically freaking out because she doesn't know which stuff is mine and what stuff was left by the other girls, I told her I would be home soon and that I could show her. I slept on the couch and she told me I wasn't allowed to do that. Ummmmmm...excuse me? Last time I checked I didn't see a sign or anything on the contract that says we aren't allowed to sleep on the couch. I payed to stay here so I will sleep where I please, thank you very much! :) Sorry, I had to go off for a minute, I honestly tried not to laugh while on the phone with her. So basically I have to clean everything after I use it until I leave because girls could check in at anytime...not that i'm a dirty person, but really? I'll clean everything again when I leave, plus she already said no one will be living in this apartment next semester. Geez, can you guess why i'm leaving now?!?
    The weather is finally getting warmer!! It's been sunny most of the day, and then it rains, but the sun comes right back out! It's awesome not having to wear a jacket every time I walk out. I can't wait for everyone to get back so I can go long boarding and just be outside!
   For those of you who don't know, I'm majoring in sociology with clusters in criminology and psychology of sociology ( I think that's what it's called). Anyways, I'm seriously itching to start my classes for it. I'm probably more excited than I should be, but I don't care:) I want to work with criminals,  preferably serial killers. Maybe something with profiling, I want to know what goes on inside their heads and what drives them to be they way they are. Anyways, my future semesters should be fun, and interesting!

Goodbye Winter...What's up spring semester!

  Well finally came to the end of my second semester of college. This semester was awesome, I had soo many good times, met tons of awesome people and made tons of memories. There is not one thing i regret doing, nor do i regret the people i met. Honestly there are countless memories that I know I will always look back on and laugh. Bailey(my best friend) and I were actually talking about our favorite memories of the semester. At first it was way hard to think of the best ones, but here are some we named off:
  - My birthday weeekend, one of the most random and awkward nights of my life haha
 - Me and Bailey throwing Kit-Kat bars back and forth between each others room and laughing hysterically. 
 - Going to the Lava Hot springs, and ditching everyone else and hanging out with Mitch and Nick, and Bailey ( Another weird, but very fun night:) ) 
 - Getting stuck in the mud with Bailey, Mitch and Michael and having to walk 5 miles or so back to the highway, at night, when it was about to snow.
 - Bridge Jumping on the warmest day of the semester(water was still way cold though)
 That is all we could think of that really stuck out, that were our favorite. But i'm sure there are tons more we are just forgetting. I have some of my own favorite memories, but some of those things will just be kept to myself:) 
  Winter semester was awesome and it was way hard saying goodbye to some people, but i know that i will see them again in the fall. Even though some people told me that this was one of the mildest winters, me being a florida girl being used to 90 degree weather, it was freaking COLD! But i got used to it for the most part. Now, all the snow is gone, and is making room for warmer weather and SPRING! I've heard that spring is the best time to be out here, which just makes me that much more excited for it! However, i am taking 492646734 credits and will have to buckle down and get all my work done before i go play. 
   Well after this loooonnnngg week of waiting for everyone to come back, i will go into my third semester, and my family will be out here! I'm so stoked! I am excited for next semester and all the things that are in store! :)