It Just Feels Good

   Tons of blog posts ago I mentioned how starting to date exclusively scared me. Too many heartbreaks, too many times being used, too many jerk guys and just not wanting to have to go through all that again. well I got over it. Then when we said the "L" word, and starting talking about marriage, that guard went up again. That meant more of my feelings were put into this relationship, which meant more were at stake. But that only lasted about a day. There was no reason for me to feel that way at all. He wasn't ever going to leave.

   

     It Just Feels Good

  As I tried on wedding dresses and started planning the wedding, it was just so weird. You always think about the day you get married and think of how happy you'll be and what not, but don't get me wrong  I couldn't be more excited to be getting married to Tyson, but we both agreed that as we started doing things to prepare for the wedding, it was just weird.  But we are both ready and we know it's right, so that whole weird feeling, is a good thing.

   It Just Feels Good

  Yesterday we finished registering at Target and then registered at Bed Bath and Beyond. While we were going through the stores and scanning things we are going to need for our new place, deciding on what kind of bedding, and colors for our bathroom we liked, and just everything came super easy. There wasn't any frustration, no "well I don't like that" sort of thing. We agreed on everything. Which was weird but super nice at the same time. I figured that we were going to be be twisting each others arms, not on everything, but maybe one thing. Nope. Not even one. While we were picking out bedding and such, that weird feeling came back again. We are going to be living under the same roof. Me and him. Just us. No one else. But this time the weird feeling was different, it was more of a comforting and happy weird feeling, just knowing that i'll be living with him forever.

  It Just Feels Good

   Just two more months and we'll be married for time and all eternity. exciting? Yes! It can't come fast enough. With everything done besides finding his ring and figuring out where were going to be living come January, it's just time to get through this semester. So far, it's going by pretty fast. Already October, come next month we have a couple weeks here then a week in Florida, then two weeks later were back out there again to get married. Crazy months ahead? Yes! But I couldn't be more excited, because after all the stress and everything from this semester is over......it'll all be worth it in the end.

   And It Just Feels Good.