i'm slacking...

 Okay okay...I know I haven't been keeping up with my blog updates as much as I should because there is just way to much going on. These past couple days and even this past week has been crazzy! I'm trying to get a head in school work cause I head down to Utah with the boyfriend wednesday, we are meeting his mission president at the airport cause he comes home, then my family gets in that night. He is meeting my family for the first time and we are both pretty stoked about it, my family is pretty excited as well.
  I'm super excited to see my family...it's been so stinking long since i've seen a lot of them. So this is going to be a good week!
  Okay so, me and Tyson have talked about a lot lately, and a lot has been happening and it seems like this semester has just been crazy and everything is happening, it's crazy and nice at the same time. I literally do have the best boyfriend in the world (sorry girls, but he can't be beat!) haha anyways, I gotta get crackin on the rest of my junk for Utah.
 Just gotta get through today and tomorrow, and then it's PARRTTAAYY for a weekend. I need a break from the Burg desperately.
 Day 18: Favorite place to eat
   There are a lot of places that I love to eat, but if i had to choose, I think it would be Chili's. Just because me and my family eat there a lot and we never get tired of it. Their chips and salsa is THE best, and so is everything else! haha

Time flies..

 Holy crap how the time has flown, just realized today me and my boyfriend have been dating officially for three weeks today. Sooo weird. But it feels like we've been dating longer, and technically unofficially it has been longer, but not by a lot. AND i see my parents and family this time next week. Seriously? I swear just yesterday I was saying how I would be seeing my parents in 3 weeks. So weird, and this semester is almost over. Honestly, where does the time go?
  Anyways, last night we won our soccer game 4-0...holllerr! We are tearing it up in the playoffs! We got another game tonight and i'm way stoked for it! Going for another win tonight!
  Life is good right now, couldn't ask for anything more. Have an amazing boyfriend, the weather is perrfff,  school is going great, awesome friends, annndd the most amazing family in the WORLD!!

Day 17: Something you're looking forward to
  One thing that i'm looking forward to right now is seeing my family next week and for Tyson to finally meet my parents, i'm super excited for it all! Ugghh can't it be next week yet? it's KILLING me!

one month

In one month i'll be back in the 813
In one month i'll be done with my third semester
In one month i'll be a sophomore in college
In one month i'll be away from my boyfriend for seven very looonnngg weeks
In one month I say goodbye to some more friends i've made
In one month i'll be able to lay on the beach
In one month i'll be with my family

Whyyy does it seem that these four weeks are going to fly by SO fast but this seven week break is going to be the longest seven weeks of my life? Ugh, i'm ready to go home for a bit and get out of Idaho but i'm not ready to leave some of the things behind. Saying goodbye even for a short amount of time is one of the hardest things for me, and i'm not looking forward to it at all. I wish I could fast forward to next semester. I love everything about this semester and I don't want it to end. Met so many awesome people and have done a lot of crazy stuff...it sucks that it all has to end. Time needs to slow down..just a little bit...please?
  Day 16: Dream house
  My dream house would just be anything on the beach in Florida...

Only 35 days left in the Burg...

   Okay, so I know that i've been DYING to go back home.. and sit on the beach and see my friends and family, but after everything that has been happening in the past couple weeks, it's going to be bittersweet to leave. 7 weeks  is a long time....and 35 days is such a short time.
   Even though I know i'll be back, it's just going to be tough. But hopefully i'll have enough stuff to keep my occupied so I won't think too much of it.
  Anyways...this week has seriously been ddrraaaggiinnnngg! I have to take a test tomorrow that I am NOT looking forward to. I am seriously stressing out about all this hw and studying. Ugh, I wish school was easier. But I am surprised but pleased with how well my grades are holding up...so really i'm not complaining.
  I've been slacking on working out and i'm going to start getting back into it, i've been doing a lot of crunches and other ab workouts, no more eating out for me. It's nice to go out but it's NOT good for you at all. I'm going to get back into running cause i've been slacking on that too....ugh and I just all around feel gross...not that i've gained weight or anything I just don't feel as good as I do when I work out. So i'll be hitting the gym again!

  Day 15: a bible verse
    John 14:15 "If ye love me keep my commandments"

I just love weekends!

  Another awesome weekend:) Spent it with the boyfriend and had lots of fun! Friday night we went to my first rodeo and it.was.awesome. !!! Def worth going to! Then we had a little fire at Logan's house and roasted marshmallows and just hung out. Saturday morning we went to a parade, hung out at Tyson's for a bit, movie, dinner and then crashed. It was a loonng day but it was way fun!
  Today we're just kicking it cause its gross outside and so it's a perf day for movies! haha Anyways, I'm not wanting to do my hw..i'm putting it off soo much but I will get it done!
  So my foot has been hurting way bad for the past couple weeks and so I finally went to the doctors and got it checked out. Turns out my tendons were inflamed from playing soccer, so I got some meds for it and just have to stretch and stuff after I play. I'm kinda glad that it's not anything more than just some inflamed tendons, cause there was NO way I was sitting out my last couple games of the season.
  Anyways, that's really it for now, I've been slacking on updating this I know, i'm going to try super hard to get back in the habit!

 Day 14: A picture of yourself from last year. How have you changed?

   Homecoming senior year. Looking back just a year ago, I honestly have changed so much more than I thought. I'm definately not the same girl that walked through the halls of high school. Being out at school i've learned to live on my own. I have learned to just accept people, and slowly but surely I am becoming more patient with those around me. I am more willing to serve others without having some kind of attitude. I've become more appreciative of my parents and my family, and just everything they do for me.       I've changed in a lot of ways, and I can't think of them all right now, but if you were to look back at me from high school and then look at me now, you would see a difference in me. :)

People are straight buggin..

  People have just been ticking me off lately. Me and my teacher got into it the other day because I said that he was being sexist ( and he was) and then he proceeded to mock me in front of the whole class after he asked for my opinion about something. Umm no homeboy I don't think so. So of course I said something back. I was not about to let him to that to me, and not to mention he made a girl cry in the middle of class. The guy is a jerk.
  The annoying kids in my class who ALWAYS raise their hand about pointless crap have just been asking dumb stuff like no ones business these past couple days and I am just about to shoot someone. Ugh some people.
  Anyways, weather has been pretty good in the burg. Like today...I would LOVE to be outside..but no..i'm stuck on campus till three. Ugh...dumb. This week has been pretty good so far though. Except the fact that it's been super slow. I kept thinking it was later in the week when really it's not. I'm just ready for the end of the month so I can see my family. I'm super stoked to see them, but it seriously can't come fast enough.

 Day 13: Goals
 - To get all A's this semester ( so far so good..except American Foundations)
 - Graduate college with a degree in sociology
- make an impact in someones life
- make at least one person smile/laugh a day
- not get super albino out here in the middle of nowhere
- get black on the beach when I go home this summer
- get married in the temple one day
- raise a family
- become better in prayer and scripture study

all smiles :)

 Man has this been one heck of a weekend. I feel like i've done so much but at the same time not a lot. The weekend was really long and a lot of fun. Friday night I hung out with the boyfriend, Jason, Heidi and Steph..I honestly can't remember everything we did. But I do remember going to College Avenue Deli, and to the park...and watching part of a movie earlier in the day. OH! and Friday I just about killed myself..I was def super klutzy..story.of.my.life. and I was walking to my last class and got about halfway up the hill and realized I didn't print my stupid paper...so with then minutes till class starts I literally sprinted all the way back home and luckily my roommate was there cause she drove me back up to to campus. Never ever will I do that again..people gave me super dirty looks too. haha
  Saturday we did our usual morning soccer practice thing, we went and got water balloons cause we were going to have a water fight..but that never happened. I got to lay out...AND I got tan. Freakin holleerrr! Then that night we went to the drive in...to see Kung Fu Panda 2 and Thor..awesome movie btw.. Sunday..went to church, did a little studying, went and fed the ducks with some friends, came back and chilled for a bit, then went to Tyson's house for dinner with his family( his family cracks me up haha), and just came back studied a little more and just chilled for the rest of the night. Pretty fun weekend if you ask me!
 Mondays suck, and i'm ready for classes to be over already. I'm ready for a nap and just wanna get my stupid test over with. whatevverr...anyways, that's all the news for now:)

Day 12: Something you never leave the house without
  So normally anyone would say cell phone...but me..it's chapstick. If I don't have my chapstick I will go crazy. I am like addicted to it...and I always have to have it on me. Don't get me wrong I normally take my phone with me, but if I had to choose, it would def be my chapstick.

so weird...

Okay, so if you haven't already seen on my facebook, yes I am dating someone. It'a been FOREVER since i've actually had a legit relationship and i'm freaking out in a good and bad way. 

  I really haven't had the best of luck out here with guys, actually just in general. I've always been screwed over. It made me numb to the way I felt toward people. Especially guys. It made it hard for me to trust them. I started to just think that all guys were like that. I gave up. Yeah I guess I sorta became a player out here after the first two guys screwed me over. But it got old super fast, and I couldn't bare thinking about what would happen if the guys found out. I hate hurting people, and it would absolutely kill me, so I stopped. 

    But I've never really been one to show my feelings. I don't usually like showing people that i'm sad/mad or whatever. I guess that's just how i've always been. It's so hard for me to adjust to this relationship thing. It's just weird saying the word "boyfriend". 

  At first I was a little hesitant when I saw that things were getting more serious. I started to chicken out a little. For me, the relationship sounded good, but as soon as it starting happening it freaked me out. I think because with other guys I always thought that I would end up dating them but in the end it never happened. So when this relationship actually became official it came as a shock to me, and sometimes it's hard for me to grasp the fact that I actually am in a relationship. 

  Don't get me wrong I do like him and I like having a boyfriend and all, it's just weird for me to adjust to. I'm slowly getting the hang of it, and so far so good! He is an awesome guy and I like that I can be myself around him and he just likes me for me. ( Not that I would ever change for anyone....ever.) We always have fun together, and he takes my sarcasm, beating him up, and I can even me being a brat sometimes. haha 

 Anyways, that's that. This week is finally over! I'm super tired, school is stressing me out like none other. I just wanna sleep forever and not wake up. But we all know that's not going to happen. Anyways one more class and i'm free for the weekend! 

 Day 11: Favorite TV shows

  - Modern Family

  - Pretty LIttle liars

  - Vampire Diaries

  - Criminal Minds

  - Law & Order

  - CSI 

you're killing me rexburg.....

  What the hurricane is going on in Rexburg? Seriously this wind is pissing me OFFF!! 

anyways..tomorrow is Friday and I couldn't be more stoked. Even though it was a short week it's felt sooo long. That seriously is the ONLY thing getting me through the rest of the week. Today was just an all around crappy day. My teacher opened a test this morning and announced it in class...I am not even kidding when I say I teared up when he said that. 

  As if my stress level isn't already through the roof. Just someone please shoot me now...I seriously just wanna be done with this freakin semester. I just want it to be July so I can go home and lay on the beach the WHOLE time i'm home...like no joke. I need my tan back....i'm dying. 

Day 10: something you're scared of

   umm well I have a couple things i'm scared of...but I love being home alone but come night time I get freaked out. I don't know what it is but I just get scared. I try to avoid it as much as possible, but usually I just suck it up and deal with it. 

oohh yyyeaaaahhhh..

Soccaahh game tonight ohh yyeeaaahhh
it was hot outside today oohh yyyeaaahh
got ALL my hw done oohh yyeeaahhh
its almost friday oohh yyeeaahhh
3 weeks till I see my family oooohhh yyyeeeaahhhh
today has been a good day yyyeeaaahh buddy!

Day 9: Your favorite picture of your best friend
 Well I have more than one best friend...and this is my all time favorite picture of us minus LUIGIIIIIIII! But still wuv him:)